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Hey all, long time no see. On Thursday Jan21, I saw my general practitioner, and one thing he said was "hey ryan there's this big lump on your neck (not your adams apple), you should get this checked out. here's an ultrasound appointment." Well the ultrasound appointment is tomorrow. But as luck would have, I'm just not feeling well right now, even for me. And like I live in chronic pain. The doctor didn't say it was cancer, but he didn't say it wasn't, and I've been sick a long time. What if I've had cancer for many years and didn't know it? I may be on borrowed time already. If I stop ALL activity on social media, maybe it's cause my sickness got me finally. I know I haven't been very active making art, and it's cause I've only been getting sicker.
Sidebar: I'm not scared to die, now or later. I'm 100% confident in my faith in Jesus Christ and Jesus's sacrifice on the cross, that I will go to heaven with Him. I'm surprised that death is coming potentially so soon, not as an old man, but as a 22yo. The bible has mountains of historical evidence, answers the big questions in life, and has made a night and day difference in my life personally. If you want to know more about Christianity, I have some resources you may be interested in, and you could ask your irl friends to see if any of them are Christians and can introduce you to their Church. (Not mormonism or jehovah witnesses though, those aren't right).
FAQ: www.gotquestions.org/
A quick and dirty "which religion is right". Personally I think it's a bit rushed but lots of good info nonetheless. www.gotquestions.org/correct-r…
Digital bible if interested, start in new testimant. I prefer ESV translation. www.bible.com/
(Although if you are upset about my beliefs, please keep it to yourself. I don't feel like arguing especially now all things considered, and may block if needed.)
So yeah, death. Potentially soon.
Hey all, long time no see. On Thursday Jan21, I saw my general practitioner, and one thing he said was "hey ryan there's this big lump on your neck (not your adams apple), you should get this checked out. here's an ultrasound appointment." Well the ultrasound appointment is tomorrow. But as luck would have, I'm just not feeling well right now, even for me. And like I live in chronic pain. The doctor didn't say it was cancer, but he didn't say it wasn't, and I've been sick a long time. What if I've had cancer for many years and didn't know it? I may be on borrowed time already. If I stop ALL activity on social media, maybe it's cause my sickness got me finally. I know I haven't been very active making art, and it's cause I've only been getting sicker.
Sidebar: I'm not scared to die, now or later. I'm 100% confident in my faith in Jesus Christ and Jesus's sacrifice on the cross, that I will go to heaven with Him. I'm surprised that death is coming potentially so soon, not as an old man, but as a 22yo. The bible has mountains of historical evidence, answers the big questions in life, and has made a night and day difference in my life personally. If you want to know more about Christianity, I have some resources you may be interested in, and you could ask your irl friends to see if any of them are Christians and can introduce you to their Church. (Not mormonism or jehovah witnesses though, those aren't right).
FAQ: www.gotquestions.org/
A quick and dirty "which religion is right". Personally I think it's a bit rushed but lots of good info nonetheless. www.gotquestions.org/correct-r…
Digital bible if interested, start in new testimant. I prefer ESV translation. www.bible.com/
(Although if you are upset about my beliefs, please keep it to yourself. I don't feel like arguing especially now all things considered, and may block if needed.)
So yeah, death. Potentially soon.
Private collection, please do not unlock
private drawings such as sketches, portraits and various handmade drawings. Due to the fact that it is not possible to hide folders, I decided to use this form of collecting my works
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Self Help For The Artist + Artist Resources
Want to get better at art? I can't do that for you, but if you pick some of these resources you'll be moving in the right direction. :)
Open links in a new tab with right click. :)
Quick Poses: http://quickposes.com/gestures/random <- Lots of reference images in an easy to consume format.
Pinterest: https://pinterest.com/ <- Pinterest is a social network for collecting reference images and making mood boards. It's got ads and certain images have low res problems, so let me know if you have a better social network/mood-board of choice. (Not Tumblr though, I don't like tumblr for mood boards.)
DA Resources Category: http://deviantart.
Art Use, Conditions, and Fairness
Q: Can I use your art for free, for non-commercial purposes?
A: That depends what on you want to do.
-Desktops BG: You MAY use it for desktop backgrounds, phone backgrounds, lock screens, screen savors, that sort of thing.
-Social Profiles: I would prefer it if you did NOT use my art for your social media profile pictures or other places for profile or channel art. However, if you do so anyway, please clearly link to my deviantart in your profile description or other clearly visible place wherever my art appears. (I may offer legit commissions or something for this eventually.)
-Social Sharing: You MAY share my art on other social medi
Thoughts on bulk study dumps?
So, it would be nice to just dump tons of study deviations on here potentially. There are a bunch of reasons I might want to do a lot of rougher digital studies, but when I make digital art I like to post it online to make it feel more real. (Still feeling ill, so bulk study dumps won't happen right away most likely, but I do really want to know.) Do you all have thoughts on dumping lots of studies on here? I've pretty much given up on becoming popular in any meaningful way on deviantart especially through trying to be popular, so I don't see a huge downside to this? More art posted can only mean more exposure, and the people who want quality
Health Update
The lump on my neck is apparently a cyst, not cancer! So it seems like I'm not dying. Maybe that extra miserable period was just a bad virus. I'm still pretty miserable and not able to do regular people stuff though. :(
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Thinking of you! I hope it goes well! Hang in there! 